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Currently Listening Archetype By Fear Factory see related

Amor animi arbitrio sumitur, non ponitur.

Hey..

So how was everyone's Christmas? Mine was.. interesting. Christmas Eve = a bunch of family came over.. It was extremely loud/crazy, with all my little cousins runnin' around. I mean, it was ok.. but it just got super annoying. Yeah, then Christmas day was ok too.. Got lots of cool presents and what not, most deff.. But for some reason, I just wasn't in the Christmas spirit. I'm gonna go out on a limb here and say that it was because my mind was in a different place.. A place that I hope to dwell in forever.. just being in the state of mind that I was in was the greatest gift that I got for christmas.. I took into deep pondering and reflecting, thinking about the most important person in my life. Thus I sat on my couch all of Christmas Eve at my place and thought.. and thought.. Then on christmas day, when I went to my aunt's, I just sat and stared and thought.. and thought.. and thought some more. My mind truely was in a different place; a much different, albeit distant, place. My mind and my heart was with her... Not here, not with all these crazy youngin's all hyped up about getting all of these little toys that'll probably end up breaking in a couple days.. Yeah, I miss her.. a whole lot. I mean, a friggin LOT. Wow.. you don't even know.. So in conclusion, my christmas really wasn't too great at all.. I just wasn't in the mood. =\

But I hope everyone else's Christmas was awesome..

And yeah.. so that new picture I have.. ya, thats me, suprisingly.. Just inverted the colors. I think it looks pretty neato.. New video too.. real good song by a great band that I happened to see this summer on the Gigantour.. great show. Anyway, its Fear Factory - Archetype

Hm.. today I think I might be goin to see The Chronicles of Narnia.. not sure, but I think I am with my little brothers.. hm.. dunno what to think about that. I'm really just no in the mood to do ANYTHING.. nothing but sit around and day dream and think about her.

Well, I think thats about it.. Again, I hope everyone's Christmas was super cool. Thanks for reading.

Dana... <3 <3 <3

Currently Listening As the Palaces Burn By Lamb of God see related

Omg. Today is December 20th..

Exactly 6 months ago, Dana and I began this wonderful relationship (although it really began long before then.. =P).

So..

Happy 6 month anniversary Dana!!!

Wow.. it feels like its been sooo much longer!! Six of the best months of my life... wow. I will forever remember this time I've spent with her... <3

But lets see.. not much has been going on. Can't really think right now, I'm day-dreaming about my love.. =D Thursday = last day of hell, i mean school, and I can't wait!! yayy!!

Well, I'm outta here.. happy anniversary again, my love!!

<3<3FAATS<3<3

Currently Listening Comalies By Lacuna Coil see related

w00t.. Stillers won! And how bout the colts lost?! SWEEEEEET!

Yeah.. nothing else to say. haha.

oh yeah...

I FRIGGIN LOVE YOU DANA!!!!!!!!

Currently Listening The Odyssey By Symphony X see related

On the edge I am lingering
The distance shrinking further
I will speak the audient void
of a quaking, troubled mind...

I against I...

That is all that comes to mind right there, that little bit I just wrote.. sums up my emotions. Disgust, anger, hopelessness.. gr.

*EDIT*

New song.. Symphony X - Inferno. Check it out.

Compy = broke. Not gonna be on for a while... yaaah..

toodles!